11.20.2013

Life lately




Feeling physically stronger, more conscious about my body but yet my minds seems to wander like a ghost.
More than wishing to be whole i have to learn to want it.

For so many years i gave away the idea of having plans to survive the turmoil of my love life that i realize now that i'm alone i can have 'that' back.
I can desire other places, i can dream of making my own steps and not be crushed by dash expectations.

It sounds obvious but rationally knowing something doesn't equal your heart learning it at the speed of your thoughts.

Maybe to start i just needed to write this - it feels similar  to when one says out loud something that one is afraid but kept as a secret and suddenly as the words come out all the fear seems to fade away.

Less hologram, i feel more like myself already.





36 comentários:

  1. lovely & so well said! the hardest part is gaining the momentum to do the things you dream about, but once you start, there's no stopping!

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  2. Beautiful and so magic! And indeed well said!

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  3. I like writing I usually write to release emotions, even if I end up throwing the piece of paper away :) I'm glad you are feeling more like yourself!

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  4. that is the wonderful thing with being alone. finding back to oneself. realizing what we really want. it is so hard to balance it out when you are adjusting yourself to another person.

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  5. Recently I have been embarking on my own journey of, as you put it so well, " rationally knowing something doesn't equal your heart learning it at the speed of your thoughts." I will write more about that soon but I just wanted to say that any step forward is a step forward and that makes all the difference, Sara, I'm sure you already figured that out. ♥♥♥

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  6. forced to spend a lot of time in bed, you're thinking (and re-thinking) a lot about life and future, aren't you. i hope you find what you're looking for.
    (writing is therapeutical, you're right!)

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  7. powerful, in words and images. you're amazing!
    xx

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  8. Acho que crescer é isso mesmo, e não tem a ver com idade real, mas com uma clareza de espírito que só se atinge em certas alturas da nossa vida :)

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  9. Dear Sara, there's so much in those words that resonate with me.
    I wish you all the best in your journey <3

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  10. You are so wise, dear. And I am happy to hear you feel better, even if only a little. my thoughts are with you!

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  11. So good you are finding yourself! wish you luck on your journey

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  12. beautifully written (and stunning photos, of course) you get there xoxo

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  13. Your owrds are so true and your pictures make you complete.<3

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  14. It really feels like a constant journey, learning new things about one. And as it is, you are whole, wandering minds are a blessing and a course, but who you would be if yours didn't wander so much? Getting up is so complicated when you are on your own, right? but we can always do it!

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    1. yes, we can always do our own path Nit*

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  15. always love to check up on your blog and literally see what's happening in a different world, your world.

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    1. it's been a while since i visited yours :)
      Going there now!

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