2.07.2015

Life lately


Making hard decisions.

Opening my heart and let go all of my unrequited love.

 Listening to everybody that cared but still unable to decide what was best for me i was this windy haunted house mesmerized by a charming ghost.

 I had to act on the moment, i had to breathe some air.

I left a conversation.
I let go all of my hopes.

And maybe that might had saved me.

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  1. Unrequited love is heartbreaking, I hope you're doing okay, with your new journey. On a side note, I always look out for 4 leaf clovers, I've only ever found one in my life and it was with my Grandma, so whenever I see them they're so special to me :)

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    1. this one was inside a beautiful book i book a while ago <3

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  2. i love everything in this post. the picture, your words.

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  3. T. is in Lisboa this weekend, it makes me dream of being in Portugal again soon...

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    1. :D i would love to meet you again!

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  4. perfect picture, I hope the four leave clover gives you good luck! :)

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  5. Respira e vai. Sem olhar pra trás.

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    1. bloqueei.estou a respirar e a tentar não pensar mais nisto*

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  6. knowing that feeling very well! Sometimes you have to completely give up to be able to go further.

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    1. yes, i was feeling i had locked myself inside a cage.

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  7. New hope is everywhere if you reach out to it ♥♥♥

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    1. i am out into the world again :)

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  8. sara, i hope you are doing okay. but i think this 'life lately' sounds good... though it hurts, it is sometimes better to let things go and choose a new direction. you will do it right and good, i am sure!

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    1. dear Nina, as it is usually said, i am trying to but all my s*it together and feel like a person again.. i am still facing a lot of pain and still a medication dummy but i am trying hard to get back to my snail mail and to your yet not answered mail :*

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  9. okay, and as it is usually said, it is okay :)
    take your time sara, don't feel pressurized or paralyzed by any expectations. send a letter, when you feel right. (and towards the email: i don't need an answer, i would just say lets stop the project. here it is a bit the same and i am busy with a lot of other ideas;)
    warmly, nina

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  10. a warm hug to you dear sara!

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